An Escape From Reality

overdose!

2011-05-25T14:07:00.001+08:00

:)(:

Alhamdulillah

2011-05-25T10:51:00.002+08:00

speechless.thank you Allah:')

Alhamdulillah, this semester I manage to get deans list again

hope for a better result for the next semester

aminnn

insya Allah, it will heal

2011-05-23T21:55:00.007+08:00

This post is actually for my dearest friend who is trying to fall out of love.I know it's hard.real hard.ha ha ha. no one ever said it would be easy, but it is something you can do or at least tryyyyy:)

so my dear friendo, this is some tips I found in the internet, and some based on my experience.might help you a bit

1.Take your time. You won't fall out of love in a week, two weeks or even a month. Slowly and as each day passes though, you'll begin to think about that person less and less. Understand that the feelings may never fade completely. You felt close to this person at one point in your life, and while you can eventually realize emotionally that you've grown apart, you will probably always have a soft spot for him . At some point, it may be possible to remain friends, but mind the boundaries and don't let your heart fall back into it.

2. Remind yourself of all those horrible things he did and said over the course of your relationship and in particular during the breakup. The more you focus on the bad things, the easier it will be to fall out of love. Realize that the person you're in love with completely broke your trust by giving up and walking away from you. Every day remember how this made you feel and force yourself to think about that rather than the good times.he he.i know laaa like jahat gila right?but just try it until your feelings neutral balik

3. Keep away from him and avoid running into him out and about. Change up your routine by shopping at new stores and with friends. The last thing you want is to run right into him with someone new when you're still hurting.

4. Clean your house and get rid of anything that reminds you of him. Put everything in a box and tuck it away in a closet somewhere. Include absolutely everything that makes you think of him, no matter how hard it might be.

5. Nobody is perfect. The longer you hold on to the idea that this person is perfect, the harder it'll be to get on with your life. It's completely possible that you're idealizing someone just so that you can have a fantasy to hold on to. You should accept that this person is not perfect, and definitely not perfect for you, because the perfect person for you would think as highly of you as you do of them

6. pray to Allah that you will forget him, someday. this is the easist way

hope this can help you.trust me, you deserve better than to be someone's back-up between flings, and/or ego trip my dear.

good luck:)

Everything is not going on smoothly for me today.

2011-05-17T01:51:00.010+08:00

once again, Im hurt(no Im not going thru a break up-.-" )

I know it happens all the time, right?

one minute, Ill be the happiest girl,

and the next minute, Ill be the saddest girl on earth.

oh well, life is unpredictable

this heart.yes this heart of mine

it's so fragile.

broken for I dont know how many times

but then I plastered it again and again

but now, its starting to errr ummm idk

ya Allah, please protect this heart

I completely trust that Allah's plan is the best plan.

and yes, I do have full faith that Allah will take care of us

even when things look impossible, like now

yes, Im sad

tapi, sekurang kurang nya,

Hari ini matahari masih terbenam disebelah barat

Alhamdulillah, May peace be upon you

Allahumma inni as-aluka ridhaaka wal jannah

2011-05-12T10:52:00.000+08:00

Its a very calm day. ponder and give thanks to Allah.

I woke up today with a smile:):)

I have left this blog for a few months.

I dont know why. I dont know why. I dont know why.

I think blogging should be just a place where some one makes it

like umm, an online journal. but not necessarily everyday they

have to write.Just once in a while. Well that's just my own opinion.

well, it depends.

just now, I cook this udang masak kuah lemak putih,

yes I have to cook early because my dearest lil brothah have

to go to sch at 11. awal gila kaaaannn?? ha ha ha

and surprisingly!It tastes exquisitely nice and delicious!

okay, Im exagerating. it was my first attempt, he he he.

but yeah, still nice. still have time to improve my cooking skills:)

so far, I enjoyed my sem break. went to brisbane for 4 days right after

I finished my final exam. went to shah alam two times, subang and a

lot more places.travel by public wasnt that bad.haha.I accomplished

at least 2 or 3 mission,so far this hols.yeahhh greattt!working on the

4th mission. dont know whetherI have enough time to do it or not.

*tik tok tik tok* (ticking clock)

each day pass by, only a few more weeks, less than 3 weeks

until I leave a place I called home I am now a part 3 student.

woohooo! yes Im happy cuz Im looking forward to learn new things.

Im scared at the same time. and rugby yessss, I chose rugby for koko.

3 orang peremps je kay-.-" but who cares kan?grrr EXCITED!

and I hope that next semester will be greater and full of colours.

and nowwww talking about love life.errr this one is the hardest part.

but one thing that Im certain of is men cannot be trusted.

one minute they can love you with all of their heart,

and the next minute they can just ditch for someone better.

haha.biarlah kan, if its meant to be, nanti akan jadi jugak:p cut the crap

life moves on

with every day, we face many different new conflicts.

with every new conflicts, comes new ways on how to solve it.

thats just life.full of surprises.we can never predict but yeahhh

I love my life:)(:

and the most important thing is, my parents and Allah's blessings

toodles~

1105

2011-05-11T22:50:00.003+08:00

what I dreamt last night, awhhhh it happens for real.I mean, just now, Im speechlees.but at the same time, Im grateful.praise to Allah for giving me such happiness.I couldnt ask for more.my point of view has changed.to a greater good, to a positive one.alhamdulillah:) hoping for a better life.I love my life now.not that complicated compared to before.phewhhh I started my day with a smile, and going to end it with a smile too:) and yesss Im glad that I have got awesome friends who stood by me through thick and thin.guys, i dont know how to repay your kindness.he he he, but this thing, i have to keep it as a secret for the time being:p

whatever it is, mark this date; 11th of May 2011:)(: *winks*

ouch!

2011-01-16T01:40:00.001+08:00

SO PAINFUL

thanks

farahnasuha

2010-12-30T21:15:00.006+08:00

tersebut lah kisah seorang kawan saya yang amat pending bin loading

suatu petang yang hening aprrox pukul 4 petang

nara: you! katna doe? haha. i tgh makan tako!

nasuha: dekat mana?

nara: OU!weee!you din answer my quest-.-"

nasuha: sorry.thought kat s.alam.i dlm kereta ni.nk beli goreng pisang

nara: hoho u pernah makan tako tak?

nasuha: takoyaki?

nara: haah!LAME gileeeeee tak makan

nasuha: i makan okay! dah muak da-..- kdai cikgu i kot

nara: serious? nnt bawak i! i nak makan banyaaaaakkkkk2!

nasuha: ho ho ho, tak boleh!sebab you kata i lame.haha

nara: bile pulak i ckp u lame?

nasuha: tadi tadi.taknak ngaku pula

nara: i cakap " i lama gila tak makannnnn!" misscomm haha xD

nasuha: errrr malunya!hahaha.okay nanti i bawa you.tapi tak

boleh drive.itu sangat lame-o haha

comel betul kawan aku yang sorang ni xD

life is just unbearable-ly plain for me

2010-12-22T13:02:00.005+08:00

Hello fellas,

am dying to write about everything that is in my mind right now,

but somehow stuff just gets too crowded up here erghh

my life is a boring old routine.

everyday i would sleep late and wake up early to

prepare breakfast for my dad.then eat, shower, watch tv,

eat, online, praypraypray, eat again, play with my phone,

chatted here and there, tv, read.that's just about it.

life is terribly dragging for me. nothing interesting is happening.

just im finally so in the mood to start a new sem:D

less than a week yo!:) i admit, i am scared. and i do think that

i'm not prepared. come on lah, my course mate all pandaipandai

and like susah gila nak kejar huarghhh sbb ive no basic.but ive

decided to continue doing accounts.its my decission :D so
there'sno turning back now!to be at the top, one must know how
being in the bottom feels.so ill do whatever it takes to make
sure that i wont give up and work harder to be at the top.
jyeahhh!that is so me :D

new sem, new subjects, new spirit :) everything else go die

im going to be 19 soon -.-" TUA

2010-12-21T15:07:00.004+08:00

my birthday would be a month and 4 days from now

frankly, im not looking forward for it

i wanna celebrate it with family and best

friends but my birthday is on tuesday, borrrrinnggg.

got lecture haih.plus bey and yaya are not here so i

guess there'll be NO MORE party for me :/ sighsigh~

regardless, i just want a happy family, great friends,

good results for the upcoming semesters &&

(a new notebook and phone :p) for my 19th birthday hehe.

lols 25th january 2011

Allah takkan menguji hambanya melebihi keupayaan mereka

2010-12-10T21:05:00.002+08:00

I am more than sad of all this things. Im helpless.

I dont know what to do to make it better. I really

wanna fix things up, but I just dont know how.

Im the second child. I should know what to do.

But here I am, nothing, speechless, helpless. I know

my dad is sad. No one realise that, none of you abang,

ana, adik. whatever it is, I'll stand by you sibs. No

worries. You guys are my world. I so need time off. I just

cant hide my sadness anymore. papa, mama come back

soon.I really dont know what to do. I feel useless.

kthanksbye

this is for you papa :)

2010-12-10T13:06:00.005+08:00

GOT MY FINAL EXAMINATION RESULTS ALREADY!
it was okayyy laa~

some of my classmate tak percaya
"nara, kau baca komik memanjang dalam class"
"nara, kau dah la hari2 main pes"
"nara dah la balik kl every week"

foineee, nanti nara tunjuk slip, puas tak?

whatever it is;

encik jamaluddin,
im happy to know that you are happy with my
not-so-good results hihi
at least i got deans list.and A+ for accounts
yep, its the least that i can do for you
i love you papa:)

semester two target: 4.0*wink!

forget you

2010-12-07T02:09:00.006+08:00

i wanted to say this 2 months ago

"i like you, i like you really.i appreciate

your presence.i really2 like you"

i'm just shy to admit it, and say

it out loud.

and now, as i watch u walking past,

i'm still happy.

although i'm withspending the pain everyday.

i know, i wont be in your days

i know you don't feel the same anymore

i just want you to be okay

i hope that this feeling will go away

so that when i see you next time,

i wont feel a thing

hehehe goodbye!:p

so called my maal hijrah -_-"

2010-12-07T01:36:00.004+08:00

date: 6.12.2010

venue: berjaya times square

mood: fat and miserable -_-"

created new memory here, with new people.

and i had lots of fun, jyeahhh!!!

thanks nana and ema, u guys really made my day:)

i feel much better now, fuhh hilang stress

nak dapat result sekejap.and my head rasa ringan

gilaaa! i dont know where i left all my probs but

maybe somewhere kat space attack or roller coaster

kot adalah tu tercicir mana2:)

alhamdulillah!

its a good start for 1432 hijrah

done my doa akhir tahun and awal tahun

harap tahun ini akan lebih baik daripada

tahun2 sebelumnya, insya Allah:)

istaghfirullah

2010-12-05T18:32:00.007+08:00

Ya Allah, I supplicate to you ya Rabb as it is only

You who can benefit me and only You who can
harm me. I am in love. but dont let my love for him

exceed my love for you ya Allah. If he is not the right

person for me, please take away this feeling. I beg you

to guide me, because without your guidance I am truly

lost. keep me upon the haqq and away from all forms

of batil. keep me away from the shirk, kufur, nifaq,

bid’ah and the many deviancies that have filled this world.

rid my heart of arrogance, pride and all disease and

grant me the firmness of Iman. I beg You ya Rabbul Izzati

because if You turn away from me then who else do I have?

I ask You and You only. You have power over all things,

accept my prayer ya Rabb and make me of the sincere.

bless my mother and father. send upon them sakinah

and shower upon them Your endless Mercy. accept their

hajj ya Rabb and make them of those whose hearts have

been cleansed from all sin, insya Allah

la takhauf wa la takhzan, inallahamana :)

I feel much better now

im just shy to admit it!

2010-12-03T01:27:00.002+08:00

shushhh.its my biggest secret.i know i know i promised to

myself notto get involve in this thing, but it was unplanned,

cant help it.i hope this time everything will work out fine,

insya Allah :)

Im just bored

2010-11-30T17:35:00.008+08:00

im back from my vacation. China was fun but I really dont

like winter :/ went to great wall, forbidden city, tiananmeng

square, summer place.not much cause its a short vacation

pun hahaha. I'll tell you more bout it later. haha went to uitm

shah alam and intec last week to support melaka for karisma.

semangat kan?hohoho^^ nama pun nara lah. and haa I get

along pretty well with nanachan:) we chat like a lottt!girls

talk, havent done it for a quite some time.seronok nya:D

and we love to play guessing game:) and she ajar me how to

use twitter, almaklumlah nara ni kan lame sikit. mana reti

benda2 macam tu hahaha. mama and papa still at mecca,

I miss them so much :( last time jumpa pun masa study week

whick is nak dkt 2 months dah. I hope they're doing just fine :)

and okay whats next?

my brother is going to bring me to klcc tonight to watch

REPUNZEL!jyeahhhh!im so greatful to have him as my

brother. he wanted to watch 2 Alam,tapi nara tak suka

cerita seram :S thank you abang, ILY! hurmm I want to

eat ice cream so badly. tapi tak ada orang nak teman,

sedih nya.ayzie dah start college. bey lagi la dah kat

egypt :( okay, taknak ingat, I'll get upset nanti.oh oh cant

wait for this 6th december! :D DIA 1C ajak pergi cosmo

world!(when's the last time pergi sana eh?9th june 2009)

I'd like to join, but is it okay for me to join?tak macam

menyibuk ke?:/ nanti nara sorang je sesat kelas lain :( but

then I think I have to be more friendly, more nara:D

terharunye, lendu people are being nice to me :') I

appreciate them. I'll try to be a good friend, seriously!

everything will work out fine nara, dont worry much.

I dont know what to write dah. guess I'm too tired.kbye

This is how I feel

2010-11-20T14:25:00.001+08:00

Go away! I HATE you!

being surrounded with amazing people and friends makes life much easier :)

2010-11-05T11:47:00.015+08:00

time flies.goodbye october and hello november

i have been away from my blog for such a long time.there's

so much to tell.but im such an ass when it comes to writing.

i wanted to publish more posts and put on more pictures

but i was and still am busy w studies and stuffs.im catching

up with those super genius freak.oh yesyou auni arifah and

allif qayyum! i adore you yihhh!woke up early every morning

to go to the library and stay there until night?doing financial

accounting everyday, 6 income statement and balance shit,

3 bank reconciliation and one ratio.phewh thats so not

me kan i know HAHAHA. call me nerd oh whatever you want;

do i look like i care?
NO I DONT.
do i look like i give a damn?

and heyyy lots of stuffs have been flooding my life for

the past fewweeks.first, okay lets just say I AM IN LOVE.

HAHAHA!okay no, i dont.i dont think im in love. i just think

that he's so adorable ^_^ i love it the way he treated me.

omg!!i think im falling for him!again, no i am not!he is so

funnyand nice.down to earth and aaaa a lot more. just the

way i like it :) oh well still, guys cannot be trusted.

i dont trust people easily, i dont fall in love easily too

the lovey dovey days are over for me.not now.yep not now

and yeah, im having my finals now.two more papers but im

sick of books already! aaa, accounting information system,

can you make my life easier?kadang2 rasa mcm give up. buku

yang sgt tebal kalah segala buku pernah baca.dah la membosankan -.-"

kalau best tak apa juga laaa

nenenaararaa,
DON'T GIVE UP NOW. DON'T YOU DARE!YOU ARE MUCH
STRONGER THAN YOU GIVE YOURSELF CREDIT FOR.
-yes i know that :p

and so i went to kolam air panas gadek twice last

week!hihihi.good times with classmates:)
jyeahh mum and dad, i miss you:'( selamat beribadah.

and do pray a lot for me. i love you more and more everyday.

please come back soon!homesick-lame!hahaha.
okay, i shall continue with my studies!

yo peeps-ALL THE BEST for tomorrow's paper!
dont forget to pray and seek for His forgiveness;
success is nothing without blessings from Him and your parents:)

thats the best way isnt it?

2010-09-23T14:35:00.009+08:00

I feel bad for ditching you

I’ve fall in love twice and been through a relationship once that I end up crawling away from, bruised and yadayada. And along the path I broke many hearts, and shattered dreams. So, its not easy for me to let anyone in esp you. Im sorry I dont fall with a guy who always say sweet words and promises where in fact, their promises are nothing. Meaningless. I don’t need a relationship where we argue and then make love after that everyday. Not a roller coaster ride, not declarations of love and poems and flowers everyday, not romance every hour. Just a simple faith in each other and the constant strive to improve the relationship, knowing when to step back and when to push forward. A tango if you will. My life is so messed up. So I need somebody who understands what having your own space and privacy means, and somebody who knows what respect and honor still means. Somebody who is responsible for his every action and knows not to blame others when things go wrong. Somebody who can guide me to the right path. But for the time being, im not ready to be in a relationship. I dont want to try it. I am phobic of people who create drama out of thin air. Alaaahhh biasalaaa kan bila dah bercinta? pftttt-.-" oraitsss enuff.

ps; im too sad with my current health condition

escape

2010-08-22T21:29:00.004+08:00

i left my comfort zone a long time ago,

and i love where i am now

-.-"

2010-08-18T18:46:00.005+08:00

nara: sarr!r u still at the room?
sarr: yess.geting myself ready to go to the library.y?
nara: ambik kan my earfon dkt atas katil pls??n coloured pens cann aa?
sarr: ok2.ur at the library ke?
nara: after class i pg

after a few seconds

nara: eh coppp!n my matrix card too pls:) inside my locker tergantung.sorryyyy!!!!
sarr: -_-" were u inn a hurry to go to class this morning?hahaha
nara:yuppp!i woke up late-_-"
sarr:ok dokiee.chilll babe chill!

after 1 minute

nara: sarrrr!!!!!!!!!sorryyyyy satu bndaaa lagi!my umbrella!on my bed jugakkk.haiyaaa-_-"
sarr: mak nenek!

ps; pdn muka!!!dh tau ade morning class pg tido aftr subuh ape pasal?haiyaaa

i laugh and cry at this true story

2010-08-18T09:37:00.005+08:00

I walk these streets alone

I see the world around me changing

faces that I knew

are slowly turning into strangers I've never seen

how do I show you what burns inside my heart

but I dont really give a damn

cuz im no longer a fool

tomorrow brings another journey

a new chapter will soon begin

dont cryyyyy nara:D

express update

2010-07-30T00:02:00.006+08:00

I love the thrill that i feel:)
Ive been adapting so well here. hihihi
room mates are soo nice, classmates are super cool,
and everyone is being nice to me
Ive turned on my "hi, im friendly but books are my priority" mode
So far im loving biz maths. We get along pretty well i guess.
Financial accounting is fun too:D
Ive been occupied with studies, assignments, volleyball,
sketch comp, cheer prac and such.
But im starting to enjoy it! hihihi
I have everyone I need around here:D
but somehow it feels incomplete.
I know the reason but im ignoring it.
Ive been fighting this for way too long
and now im ready for it to be gone.
Ive the courage, the strength, the will to do what I wanna do

will update more soon(:

te quiero pero no puedo estar contigo

2010-07-12T20:12:00.005+08:00

I dont know what's going on?

I dont know what went wrong

Im not lying, denying...no im not

and you,

I thought i knew you but ya threw me for a loop

you broke those promises but Ill get over it.

dont say anything im not buying it

it's my world and im not gonna let you in

and as long as im breathing fresh air I dont really give a shit

and its amazing there are miracles

I dont need to understand

cause Ive got a brand new start, thats GREAT!:D

im the only one who knows me at all

dancing in the rain ohh i feel better now

2010-06-25T17:46:00.010+08:00

bermulanya hari nara dengan subuh yang begitu hening. menunggu pukul 11 pg sangatlah membosankan. nara tiada pilihan melainkan mengisi masa lapang dengan membuka spa sendiri dibiliknya. apa kejadah mask, scrubber semua dipakai nya. sememangnya itu telah menjadi rutin mingguan nya di bangku sekolah dahulu.

tepat jam sebelas pagi nara memulakan perjalanan nya ke mid valley. malang nasibnya setelah mendapat tempat yang sesuai untuk meninggalkan LISA nya sebentar, dia mendapat berita bahawa azalia dan juga nisak tamat kelas pada pukul 12.50. nasib baik razzaq dtg konon jd hero lah selamatkan kakak nya. hihihi. maka nara pun bersuka ria lah dengan adik nya berjalan sini sana dan makan tengah hari di KFC. lupa pulak hari ni hari jumaat. ingat razzaq tu perempuan ape?-_-"

selepas itu, nara pun meneruskan hari nya bersama-sama dengan aai pergi ke JAYA ONE untuk makan tengah hari. haaa tengok gemuk tak gemuk budak sekor ni lunch smpai brapa kali entah.

haaa ini lah aai. ye mmg lawa pun. nak keluar dgn nara kan? hahaha takde kene mengene. aai sgt cerewet bab makan. konon byk sgt lah makan kan? smpai old town white coffee die order roti bakar 4 keping dengan rose float sahaja. itu pun nara makan dua sebab aai x mampu menghabiskannya. konon nye dah kenyang, makan angin ye aai?-_-" patut badan mcm penyapu lidi. oh n bodoh betul td sebab terlanggar tiang. gila x perasaan. nara dah jd amateur balik doh bab2 drive ni. sejak kemalangan tempoh hr, mmg terus jd noob.pdhal dulu2, mmg nara mengaku dia profesional lah. ah, siapa suruh bongkak. padan muka.

hujan turun dengan lebatnya sehinggakan tak nampak apa2. mmg cuak tak terkata lah. didatangi dengan berita buruk lg bahawa mmg tak akan sempat berjumpa dgn ayzie dan nisak maka berjurai lah air mata nara dlm kereta.

oh tapi mmg x mungkinlah kan kalau nara meninggalkan kuala lumpur tanpa berjumpa dengan ayzie. hahahaha. ni ha bukti kitorang jumpa td:)

ayzie dgn rasa bersalah nya akhirnya datang ke setiawangsa pd pukul 6.30 petang. rushing br balik dr sekolah jepun tu. betapa dlm nya kasih seorang kawan:D wahhhhhh! mmg muka nara liplapliplap lah kan. seronok x terkata. walaupun sebentar, tp tak apa lah asal jumpa. terima kasih aku sayang kau lahhhh smpai bilabila pun. sebab tu hantar balik td.takut nak biar kau balik sorang malam2.

okay, mmg seronok harini. walaupun masih belum sihat dan rase nak menangis tak dpt jumpe bey dan nisak, tapi konklusinya, hati dah tenang nak pergi ke universiti. yay! bagasi yg dulunya empat sudah kurang menjadi dua. takut kne beli satu lg almari pulak nnt. jadi;

SELAMAT TINGGAL KUALA LUMPUR

HELLO MELAKA

I just lost my passion in everything

2010-06-23T23:45:00.005+08:00

except for

ice skating:)
deliriously happy. excited. over-the-moon reaction. whatsoever.
call me jakun ke ape idc. i enjoyed every second of it. wee wee wee!

ok enufff.i dont wnt to make a long post. *promise

oh and ok. ni real punya. sy kemalangan jalan raya. kemalangan antara sebuah bas dan kereta.fulamak mmg tragis & cool-not(!) i really thought i was going to die. n trauma dohhhh+_+

apa lg updates?BLANK!

RANDOM; yeah okay this is very random.

#i miss snow cone.perghhhh.bubblegum flavour please.

&&

#ayam kampung aku nakkkk sgt! (aku boleh percaya dia ade reban ayam
sebelah rumah dek kerana obses dgn ayam kampung.bendul kau ye nara -_-")

CRAP!
shall stop here.shiaooooo!

waittttttt

somehow i cant wait for saturday.yipeeee!!!!
i'll be leaving soon.faraway!

I finally broke down into tears today

2010-06-10T10:49:00.006+08:00

I guess I failed in a lot of things today

although happy thoughts were the only things

that I allowed my mind to linger on to.

but

life goes on.cheer up!:))

my ideas on what to blog has decrease day by day.

i need inspiration

infinites xoxo

2010-06-08T21:25:00.004+08:00

8TH JUNE 2009
2.17 am
SENDER ; STAY AWAY

"nara!mulai hari ni sy nak declare awak jadi bestie sy la!before this kawan baik jugak tp ni official.bestie nara!!!"

9TH JUNE 2009
10.02 am
SENDER ; BESTIE IRFAN:)

"morning bestie!bestie2!suke la pnggil awak mcm tu.bestie nara!
haha.bestieeeee!:)

the flashback occurs.smiles:)

thank you bestie.

i believe good things happen even when bad things happen:)

2010-06-06T02:42:00.015+08:00

welcome back to blogging!!!

it's been quite sometimes since i posted something here. forgive me for not updating, i somehow magically lost interest in surfing the net. cause ive come to a realisationtht there is more out ther than just onlining.HA-HA, lie!

i have so much to tell. lots of things going on really.

funny.weird.sad.and everything else

been overwhelmed with all sorts of feelings lately.and I honestly have no clue how to deal with it.pleaseeeee tell me how???

and staying home is really unhealthy.membuat kan kepala ku yg serabut bertambah tambah kusut.ish.

LAST WEEK;i got to meet my most favourite people!yeehaaa!

went to mid valley.watched movie with bey, l.a, n husk.but end up chit chatting with bey in the cinema.sorry laaa, lame sgt x jumpe itu pasal la perangai pun jd x senonoh.lepas itu pergi IBT bg makan ayzie because the nasi goreng ayzie cooked the night before basi, kesiannnnn:'( x smpai hati tgk ayzie menangis sbb nasi gorengXD so since dh dkt pegi je lahhh.tp sumpah sesat, cudnt find ibt.thank god fikran tolong google map:) sesudah itu, pergi ke uia, jumpa aai, asma, pain, keyy, imannn.SERONOK tahu?hell yeah!TGK BDK2 MKN DGN KEBULUR-ISH ASMA ISH-BOLEH DY BAWAK LARI KERETE AKU!KAU SANGAP NAK DRIVE APE!LOLXDdpt peluk aai yg keding mmg best, BEST!tp next time nara bawak aai keluar pulak ye?ade patut nk jumpe sebab duadua sedih nak menangis.bt thats wht friends for kn?hahaha, akibatnye nara telah LAMBAT ke kelas.jammmed la weyyy.but had great time with bey in the car.boleh pulak time2 sesat n jam, stop 7e beli air.hehehe.tp mmg seronok mcm tu dpt keluar smpai mlm n yesss my friends are fucking awesome! hahahaha. i love you guys!

the next day i had a fever, tidotidotido-_-*

on thursday drive all the way to bangi to see irfan since dah lame x jumpe.padahal takut nak mampus drive pg bangi x tahu ape pasa.dah la tunggu dye sejam-_-' FUHH.MMG MNGUJI KESABARAN!but yay!bestie mmg terbaik lahhh.felt safe when he took me jalan2.but as always, when it comes to nak makan, sure gaduh x tau nak mkn kt mane-_-" last2 mkn ayam kampung which is damn sedaaappppppp!bt i felt a bit sad when i looked at him.he's no longer irfan yg selekeh, childish whtsoever back then when we didnt have anyone n i was his num 1 and he was my num 1 guy.he's all grown up n im very proud to see him grow.he knows how to treat his girlfriend right(siap ah kalau aai menangis!), he's looking forward to be a doctor, more responsible, n even pandai ber'shisha'(urgghhh).HA HA HA.but whatever it is, nothing will change.he was my best friend, he's still my best friend, n will always be my best friend:)

oOOOo kayyy out of topic btol.haha.sambung2.malam pergi uptown dgn abg n yana.heeee.trimasss trimasss sorry mmg pokai

hari esok nye me and abg had a fight with mama.so, we pegi pavvy(release tension lah kononnn) n watched LAGENDA BUDAK SETAN after friday prayer.the movie, uhhh umm no comment, pergi tengok sendiri.x tau ape pasal aku emo tgk cite tu smpai menangis.shoot!gile malu!ahhh

n just now, i had a serious break down.
sad, sad, SAD
thats all i can sayyy.but felt a bit better after web cam dgn aai n asma.thank u:)

basically thats what happened in the whole week, nothing much punnn
sorry fr the sucky bahasa, no mooooddd!

oh and yeah im still depress cause ive a sleeping problem but ill force myself to sleep after this.sighhhh.

oh bloggg, theres a lot more to tell! but i’ll write later :D

cheer me up pretty pleaseeee?

shutdown

2010-02-16T01:13:00.001+08:00

i just dont need this.sorry
bye:)

we hate valentines XD

2010-02-13T23:57:00.005+08:00

abang:)

bainun!

azalia:D

oh forever chocolate cream chip:)

i heart them<3

lost inside

2010-01-25T18:10:00.004+08:00

her feelings she hide,

her dreams she cant find,

she's loosing her mind,

she's fallen behind,

she cant find her place,

she's loosing her faith,

she's fallen from grace,

she's all over the place

legal age:D

2010-01-25T17:36:00.005+08:00

eighteen, hope it is a good number fr me:)

just thought you'd want to know

2010-01-06T13:44:00.006+08:00

for some reasons,

i hate blogging.

ahh,

i still have my dear journal.

yups.

will write more in my journal

more privacy:))

btw,

your dead.dead.dead!

i dont need you,

nor do i need ur sympathy

all i want you to do is

stay the hell away from my life,

ZOMBIE

i hate you =p

my precious memory

2009-12-26T16:21:00.005+08:00

five of us plus the kakaks lil bro :)

aku independent woman, woot..woot..

2009-12-23T13:04:00.008+08:00

tau bile gunung berapi nak meletup mcm mane?

haaa...mcm tu lah aku rase

sakit hati bila semua org penting kan diri

tolong faham, org laen ade masalah juga boleh?

kalau setakat nak menambah, jgn dtg dekat

aku bahaya-ini satu amaran

nnt jgn nak sibok komplen kalau ape2 jd

aku tamau tanggung, pandai-pandai lah jawab sendiri

hey hey excuse me people,

aku ade perasaan, jd boleh marah la kn?

cuma x suka, ya mmg x suka, cukup tak suka

kata apa saja,

aku ada teori sendiri, okay?

nak bangkang, masuk politik lahh

lagi satu,

ye aku tahu lah

dunia memang bukan milik perseorangan

itu fakta yang tidak boleh diubah

tapi2, bg lah privacy sket, pls...

oh ya, sila ambil nota kaki

jgn, jgn, jgn sesekali buat aku marah

nnt orang x kenal aku dah-susah

faham?faham?

*muka mengharap ;)

alamak, emo pulak, SORRY!

lurid truth

2009-12-22T23:49:00.002+08:00

i guess parents will never understand,

how we feel inside

they will never understand,

and never try to.

im sorry

but this is how i feel.right now :'(

i hate this feeling!

somehow growing up sucks

2009-12-22T23:01:00.006+08:00

been missing someone lately?

how does it feel?

sad... and lonely?

haih...

dont know how long has it been since sch ended...

im starting to miss it...

wow!never thought that i would say something like that

haha.yee, aku rindu kawan-kawan aku

pnat lah ddk sorang kat rumah

all this boredom is getting to my head and startng to knock some sense into me

ive got to take up a productive hobby.

if i cntinue like this, ill be useless

and i cnt accept the fact, 'ya hear me??'

and...

its almost time for 2009 to draw down it's curtains

and allow 2010 to take centre stage

it is time to put all those memories in a box,

and lock it.

im bored

i called it a tragedy

2009-12-19T21:46:00.004+08:00

I'm slowly blending with my surroundings.
Hoping that the complexities in life will eventually disappear.

I guess it's true that humans depend on each other.

all of a sudden,
I miss looking at that face-NO IM NOT

this feeling of loneliness surges through my veins.
I admit that I regretted my decision earlier on that day.
I wish I could take back my words.

if only you knew, how hard it was/is.

I just hope that someday you'll understand.
(:

let time heal wounds

is it just me?or is it everybody else?

2009-12-19T12:06:00.002+08:00

today,

I've come to realise that when I talk: I can’t stop.

I've come to realise that if I love someone: I get emotionally involved?

I've come to realise that I need: my family and friends more than anything in this world.

I've come to realise that I've lost: my true self in the realms of reality.

I've come to realise that I hate it when: people don’t walk their talk.

I've come to realise that money: is something that I’m obsessed with but it can’t buy me happiness that’s for sure.

I've come to realise that I'll probably always be: rebellious.

I've come to realise that tonight I will: be waiting for a text-message.

I've come to realise that I really want to: be more religious.

I've come to realise relationships: needs a lot of patience, care, trust, understanding and tolerance.

I've come to realise love: can sometimes be painful, but in the end, you’ll be the one who decides how love is suppose to take affect in your life.

I've come to realise heartbreak: is an excruciating feeling of pain even if it's only temporary. But yeah, you'll get over it.

its still raining

life aint sweet as u think it can be

2009-12-16T15:54:00.002+08:00

i am upset.
seems like I'm going to cry a river this night,

again...
without anyone finding out.

[it hurts me]

please stop doing that~

haha CRAP!

i wont do that anymore!bluek :P

im ok now!very energetic...haih.ok sorry tipu

im sick.eh takk.no.im okay.haih~pening

hmphh

such decisions, like the gameboy dilemma.
isn't supposed to be that of a big deal. actually.

the decisions that I'm referring to is the one's made that either

1) Changes your life, entirely.
2) Changes someone else's life.

truth to be told,
i can't even rely on myself to make my own decision.
what else, making it for other people.
and that's exactly what I had to do.
this entire week.

Make a decision.

for someone else.

that decision where it could change that someone's life forever.

you know what?
it's so tough. gives me the shrills every time I have to make a decision.

but the good thing is, ive reconciled with my best friend...alah, as a malay proverb says

"air dicincang takkan putus" that means evnthough we fought in everything we're still best friends

and no one can change tht...we love each other soooooo much.hah!ye nara ye!

but tu lah...u cant buy friendship...its priceless~yeah it is.

so 0-0 lah ye?dah maafkan.lupekan?LOL!

easier said than done.

haih. y am i making a mountain out of mole hill?

i'm wrong...actually what happens there ends there yah know what im talking about?

i seriously need my own space

im going away :)

and anything for you, my friend

2009-12-13T20:52:00.005+08:00

I stood by you

I didn't have to
And if I knew
I'd go away

I'm not like you
I dont backstab
My dear you should be better than that

Sorry if I never call like you did
And you know, you know
You dont really have to
I try to come around come around you
All you really gave, you really gave back was hatred

I gave you my all back then
Whenever you needed me
You're lies they cut through my skin

whenever I reach For you, for you, for you..

I'm not like you
I dont backstab
My dear you should be my best friend

goodbye for now

2009-10-26T10:21:00.003+08:00

antibodi semakin lemah
gile x best
ah, ape.sket saje
demam. batuk.ulcer.
jgn kacau lg boleh?
HAHA

semalam sudah cukup seronok
satu kegembiraan sebelum spm
tq razzaq.tq harris
rzq made me laugh mcm org gile.

ok sekarang,
paling penting spm
10 A+
siape x mahu bukan?
jd untuk kali yang terakhir ni,
selamat tinggal semua.
no more on9.no more phone.no more hahaha
just concentrate on studies.
im gonna make my parents proud.yeah!

and yess,
the love is still there
it will shine again...soon
i promise :)

play with fire

2009-10-24T19:30:00.002+08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

p/s; maybe its better for me to become the only rose in a bed of weeds

so now listen to me say

2009-10-11T19:42:00.007+08:00

pandangan terhadap mereka telah berubah sepenuhnya :)

terima kaseh kepada semua senior putera.wakaka.
aku rasa mcm pertama kali aku khatam buku sejarah.

jgn risau, kalau ada jodoh mesti ketemu lagi

harapharap~

p/s; entri kali ini aku tulis semua dalam bahasa melayu,

tiada bahasa rojak mahupun bahasa inggeris,

oh lelaki yg menjengkelkan, anda puas?

i wish i can make it go away

2009-10-05T21:42:00.005+08:00

i hv a teary eyed confession to make,
it makes me sad when i saw msk pics.
nahh...don't want to talk about it dah for so many reasons.
might as well just keep it to myself.

and this goes to u;

you're the direction I follow to get home

when I feel like I can't go on you tell me to go

and it's like I can't feel a thing without you around

and don't mind me if I get weak in the knees

cause you have that effect on me

you do

THANKS YO

i know we can get through this together

salam aidilfitri :)

2009-09-19T23:21:00.005+08:00

tomorrow is Hari Raya and I'd like to wish everyone
Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin.

lagu raya dah berkumandang, meriahmeriah!
cnt wait fr tomorrow
oh pagi raya, cpatlah!

and kepade semua,
mohon maaf sgt2 kalau ade salah dan silap.
have a safe raya!

disgusting and annoying.

2009-09-14T20:46:00.013+08:00

crappity crap crap

why am i doing this blog instead of finishing my damn homework?

haih.wadeva

someone's been getting on my nerves lately,

and i don't think it'll take much for me to explode.
i'm getting tired of this problem.
the first time wasn't fun, i don't want it to resurface!
thanks for telling me ------- yeah,
ive read everything.
but i won't do anything.
just wish that u would notice i'm an actual human being.
i'm not a problem-solving-machine.
i'm not a thing or a prop in the background.

i'm a person.
open your god damn eyes.
blah!

anyhooo, i did a self-evaluation.
my life is pretty disorganized right now.
think im going crazyy...
mad, nuts, cuckoo, insane.
haih.haih.haih.

i wanna see the sun rise and be excited for a new day.

holidays, holidays please come...

your smile shines in the summer

2009-09-12T16:28:00.009+08:00

HELLOLOVE :)

we will be alright, i'll be by your side

i won't let you down

but i gotta know, no matter how things go

that you will be around

you're just the one that i've been waiting for

i'll give you all that i have to give and more

but don't let me fall

underneath the moon, underneath the stars

here's a little heart for you

up above the world, up above it all

here's a hand to hold on to

3 months; l L ll

my heart is crazy beating!!!

urghhh!

2009-08-20T13:00:00.006+08:00

at the moment i hate PEOPLE

ive come to the point that i realize,

a lot of people hv wrong facts about me.

look, if you don't know what your saying, then stop right there.

you don't even know me,

and you want to go parading around with stories?

come on, i know girls will be girls

but don't you have crossed the line?

everything has its boundaries and limits okay!

not everything is fun and yay on Earth.

whatever,

im completely ignoring all the shitty stuffs so yeah

i dont care

-_-'

2009-08-20T10:32:00.004+08:00

done with trial.
phewh~

went to school today as usual.
wrong move to do, HAHA.
the ENTIRE day we did not even LEARN.
like seriously.x pernah2 cikgu bg peluang mcm ni
except fer pn jamilah la.da siap tande physics.
haiyo, I think I would have rather enjoyed
staying at home and sleeping, no shit -_-"
but mummy said, NO

cuz

im going home tomorrow!
yay!HOME!HOME!
&& puasa :)

as a matter of fact, u'll never understand

2009-08-15T20:28:00.005+08:00

I dont believe in I love u, and thats forever.I dont.
at least to me,
love is and will always be a leap of faith.
just like in life, there is no sure thing in love.
u just have to trust. there is no answer, u just know.
yet there’s no way to know,
especially if you pick it apart.
if there is any way to know love ,
any sort of way to describe or define it ,
this is highly subjective.

and yesss,

its hard to describe yet easy to feel,
the love is still there, and u know it.

much love, nara

deep down

2009-08-15T19:30:00.008+08:00

If you can wait 'til I get home

Then I swear to you that we can make this last

(La la la)

If you can wait 'til I get home

Then I swear come tomorrow,

this will all be in our past

It might be for the best

im listening to a day to remember, if it means a lot to you.
gosh!i missed a lot of people today

i miss my family badly; mama , papa and my siblings
i miss home :( please...let me be home

i miss my setiawangsa peeps-lisa, mina, lina, ammal, fatin,
nadia,feqs, isaac, put, azi, anis

i miss the teachers at SKTS-especially teacher wan rosli and pn zaiton

i miss my perlis friends; asilah and helmie

and2 i effing miss razzan!

malisa makhzan

2009-08-09T14:32:00.002+08:00

happy 17th birthday !

its absolutely normal

2009-08-08T21:36:00.006+08:00

there's just too many things i want to say
but i really dont know where to start

another day has gone, and i still feel...
i dont know what's the right word
i feel so weird,
one minute i'll be okay and the other minute
i'll be on the opposite side of okay

i guess today is just one of those emotional days for me.
i like keeping things simple.
in every possible way.
but as much as im trying to keep everything simple,
why does everything has to be complicated,
no matter what?

life is being so unfair to me right now,
and how much longer should i bare this?
its irritating and frustrating
its hard because im feeling all kinds of emotions
that to most, are just incomprehensible,
because truth of the matter is,
not many could actually relate to the position i am in
and plus all these strong feelings
are too much of a hassle for another to handle
I cant stop feeling like everything is wrong, and out of place

but on the brighter side,
i feel relieved we talked things out
we have a strong relationship
and it would take a lot to shake it
i respect you, and it works the same way,
on the other way round

today,
i spent most of my time in the surau
and it was good, it gave me a sense of calmness
i feel much closer to god
and tomorrow i wanna do qiamullail

enough.

till the next post

home this weekend :)

2009-07-23T20:03:00.003+08:00

im going back home

in less than 18 hours

waa god, speed the time!!

studystudystudy

trials is in a week -_-'

ps; more privacy, please? :)

hari semalam

2009-07-19T19:52:00.002+08:00

aku suka semalam:) walaupun sebentar, tapi cukup
membuatkn aku tersenyum riang hingga ke saat ini.

aku x tahu bagaimana mahu menyatakan,
yg penting, ianya sgt spesifik.

terima kasih ya?ini sahaja yg aku mampu utk
menunjukkan betapa aku menghargai hari semalam:)

&&

motivator kali ini berjaya melembutkan hati aku
yg sememangnya keras mcm keluli, baru aku tahu,
rupa2nya, dalaman aku lg lembut dr jelly.HAHA.
nak tergelak, aku dah puas menangis :)

sekarang masa utk FOKUS.!!
aku x kn buang masa lg sbb aku tahu aku hebat :)

hey2, tahu x
aku boleh patahkan pensel yg agak tebal guna satu jari.

hey2, tahu x
aku boleh gerakkan pen yg digantung dgn benang,
hanya dgn menggunakan my inner strength

jadi2,
10 A1 itu tidak mustahil bukan?
kerana Maha Pencipta x pernah tutup pintu kejayaan

for things to change, i must change first

i'll prove to u thank you :)

100th post

2009-07-17T19:36:00.009+08:00

tributes utk 2009
kah3.mcm dah nak habes tahun jek.pape je la.

ini utk post yg ke seratus;

azalia zaharuddin
this person was very patient to me, layan me all the way
through, x kire la mase gelak x ingat dunia mahupun sdeyh
mcm hilang anak.HAHA.thank you soulmate, u've always
been a friend to me. hope this friendship will last forever,
maybe one day yr going to be filthy rich, and aku jadi si
penyapu sampah.I can always knock yr door
and stay with you kan? :)

nurul bainun ahmad shafri
i miss the talks, the laughs, the smiles, the craziness of us,
and i miss gossiping with u and i've got loadz to tell ya,
and i miss sharing my stupid jokes, making freaking attitudes
and most of all, i miss ur hugs :'(. Im sorry for all my wrong
doings to you and whatever that I did that hurt you or made
you mad. trust me, it was unintentional.wtv it is, i'll always love ya

razzan ismail
:)) my bestest friend on earth.admit, i had to adapt a lot
to his personality, his ignorance. haha. he’s not like ignoring
me, he’s just being himself.not a romantic type i guess. hahaha.
im very thankful to god that i have someone like you to depend
on, we’ve been friends for i dont know how long. but one
thng i know is, i really enjoyed our times together :)
i'm glad our paths crossed!

sarah aiman
she's the one who'll be friggin mad at me when im acting like a
bloody fool. im blessed to have a friend like you, cuz mcm mane
trok or wtv stupid mistakes i've done, u wud always accept
me and smile and tell me everything is going to be ok. tq:)

irfan said
ur always there for me if i need someone to talk to.thank you so
much for being there to console me, for listening to me even
when i crap or when i'm saying the same things all over again.
and ur endless advices beat the crap out of me. i promise you
ill learn to know whats right and wrong. and to say no. and
not to trust people easily. ive had enough. thank you for telling
me where did i go wrong.

lisa azelan
my bestie since kechik!haha.i miss u lalala lisa.nnt2 after
spm siaplah kau, aku kerjakan.haha

fakhira athirah && khairunnisa
close to the eyes but yet far in heart.its not that i dah
lupekn or wht.its just that i feel like i dont belong with both
of ya.its kinda sad cz now i jrg dpt ckp to ya or turn to ya
anymore like i always do back in those days. i know
we're working out on it. i'm sorry if it was mainly my
fault for this matter.but as i said before. no matter what
happens, i will always love u, my dear rawkstars.

harris ghazali
hey birthday mate!I’ve always needed you in my life,
walaupun u slalu kate i kwn ngan u ble dah bosan sgt. hahaha.
wtv pun, i wanna say thank you for everything,
and sorry for not being a good friend to you sometimes.
i just hope that you wont never give up in life whatever comes

orion 0509
lots of memories in only a short period of time.
ble gila down korng support, terlebih up pon korng
jugak lahh yg menstabilkan.paling2 ble dpt jumpe org like me!
corrupted.complicated.i cant imagine life without u guys. i can't.
we'll be leaving this school pretty much soon. && im sure
ill be missing u guys a lot!!orion will always stay in my heart
cuz nara loves u!always n forever.

have been blessed with a great great people around me
and i could not wish for more. although there are times when i
just wanted to just get away from them but i could not stop
missing these insane people and i have no idea why. whenever
i stumble down, or perhaps got lost in this malignant cruelty,
they are the people that would bring me back a live
i had loved them and will keep on loving them for the rest of my life.

i am truly sincerely deeply in love with them

hey u!!!my biological sister

2009-07-12T11:25:00.006+08:00

liyana <3,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SWEET 15

have a great birthday dear.HAHA.i may not be the first

one to wish u-nor was i the last.but that doesnt

mean i love u any lesser.u've been an awesome sister.

no doubt about it. i know that i haven't said this in a long time,

but yeahi love you so much.

:)(:

2009-07-03T19:26:00.006+08:00

today, for the first time in months, i had a good
day and i felt good.felt like that sad feeling i usually
get everyday,has never existed in my life.and its
like i dont even know the definition of sad neither
or miserable.i want the best for myself,no more being
selfless.mark my words, im gonna make it happen :)i feel so
peaceful right now, and i don't need anyone else to ruin this.

i've once cried a river, and now im building a bridge for myself.
soon im gonna walk over it.and i know, something else that's
evn more better is waiting for me on the other side of the
bridge. all i have to do now is keep building this bridge and
never let it fall down.

special thanx to my daddy for giving me support.
ok2 dah change mind set.pergi je la plkn tu.HAHA
and2 u my dear, by bringing me more joy and laughters.
KOPI JE TAW! muahaha.

without my loved ones, i could never get through this. ;)
thank you soo much!!

ps; all the best to the debate team.may they bring back good news!

im going on hiatus

2009-07-01T14:49:00.007+08:00

life's boring and dull and everything is soo lame
and ive been very moody lately, but dont demand me for reasons
cause i really dont have any that seems...right.
well maybe ive been too patient for a long long period of time
so i think i cant stand compromising anymore
guess i need a break.a stress-reliever.something.

moving on to the next topic.

PLKN :(

tahniah lah ye nara?you have to go for PLKN

extra 3 bulan.x tahu nak rase ape.

nak pg kelas memasak after SPM lah!!

plus i nak kerja, and spend time dgn family boleh faham x?

tapi2, macam best jek.HAHA

june 26

2009-06-26T08:19:00.020+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY

welcome to the club!

the membership is free!!enjoy being 17 lah okay?!!

anyways, like i said before, no matter how fast the
world is moving, im always moving with you.
ur a friend i can never learn to rid off. im glad that 10 years ago,

you were my bestfriend and up until now,

you are still the person i call bestfriend.
&&
yup!u have a special place in my heart :)

i love you dear.seriously i do (:

im just a little broken

2009-06-25T20:53:00.006+08:00

okay, now i dont feel okay
i had a really really rough day. i do not even know where to
begin from.every single word that came out from their mouths
were so bitter and sharp like a newly sharpened knife and i could
literally taste every single one of it when i had to swallow the words,
my goodness, it was like i had bile in my throat.ah, i hate having
to go through this and would L.O.V.E to just get this over with.

i.am.tired

im gonna go and get something to eat,
it probably will make me feel better.yeah, i think soo

thank you, blog. for listening.

im not perfect, but you make me wanna be

2009-06-19T19:59:00.004+08:00

haha.its weird. but yeah!satu kebenaran buat masa ini.

cant wait for tomorrow!
oh well, i hv a nice reason for that :):)

wuteva it is,
all the best to SP WINDS.
may the victory be with you guys!

all im asking for is for u to be in my position

2009-06-15T09:10:00.006+08:00

yesterday i didnt feel a thing but today woooahhhh.
didnt knw it would hurt me this much
i cant do anything apart from wait and pray that u'll forgive me.
having you around has make me happy.
i wanna keep it forever but i've hurt you
i wish i have the power to turn back the hands of time
i wanna have our friendship back, please?
i feel bad.i feel guilty

but im not regretting

thanx for making my day :)

2009-06-08T20:17:00.011+08:00

everything i did today makes me happy :)

feeling wee~wee~ all the way.yeay! i like it! i love today!

though i look ugly in this pic!haha.i dont even care!

mane x nye, naek rides mcm nak gila!!
first tyme pg theme park dgn kawan, itu yang aku teruja!

lepas kan semua, i screamed! yeah i did!

haha mane ade org dgr pon...

ooppsss....org sblah aku mcm dgr.HAHA

pening.pening.rase mcm melayang2

first ride rase mcm nak tido.berfikir.lyn perasaan

still in a very unstable emotion i guess

haaa tp kalau bukak mate mmg x percaye

tergantung.berpusing-pusing.cool~

chup!look at this pic!muahaha.im loving it!

tapi kan, lepas beberape ride, ramai x larat dah

terduduk, terbaring, semua ada

keluar masuk toilet! aku gelak je.haha

not everyday u experience that.LOL!

ape ape pon, aku down~

haunted hause ta bukak ah hari ni,

ape ni kak?haha.pnat excited

selamat la besties yg dua itu.SCAREDY CAT!haha

wuteva it is, mekaseh semua!

yg teman aku melantak,
yg sama-sama gelak x ingat dunia,
yg naek rides berkali kali walau x rela,
yang pastikan aku balek dgn selamat,
soulmate, birthdaymate juga kesayangans!
i had tonnes of fun today!u guys mmg awesome!

cop!aku dah x obsess dgn vitagen.haa maw bukti?

tadi aku x minum satu pn kan?kan?

walaupun kempunan, sabar je laaa....

kawan kesayangan aku kate;

pernah suatu ketika keluar di dada akhbar,

vitagen x elok minum byk2.

aku pun x pasti knape.HAHA.sebab aku pon x bace!

aku dah buat.puas?turn kau pulak ok?

jgn tipu, aku tahu.muahahaha

aku seronok gilaaaa!!!

going away~

2009-06-04T20:45:00.006+08:00

my days were pretty bad lately
i need tyme off
im leaving tomorrow morning
soo...
take care my 7 rainbows

gomenasai for everything,

gomenasai i know i let u down,

gomenasai till the end,

i never needed a friend,

like i do now

p/s: i've done my part...hope everything will be back to normal

away for three days~

may the best team win :)

2009-06-01T13:15:00.005+08:00

congrats scud!good luck final petang nih
debaters pon same...bangga sama kamu semua :)
paling penting kamu berdua,
miss azalia zaharuddin and miss nurul bainun!

wuteva it is,
i really2 wanna go home!
hksbp menyakitkan jiwa raga.
buang masa saja berkawan kalau tak bertegur sapa.
sombong mcm....ah!pandai2 lah pk sendiri.
sukahati lah.mcm aku kesah sgt.

&& semalam,
sgt menakutkan di PICC...haisyh.
maen hide n seek dgn f3 mane tah.
gila psycho punye bdak.
stay away from me, please?

oh one more thing!
i think im a bulimic....accidentally....
omg!wut happen to me?
the saddening part is....i LOVE to eat!yess i really do :'(
sedeyh tahu?
doc, wuts wrong with me?

i'm hungry!

woot~woot~

2009-05-27T09:49:00.002+08:00

HKSBP

one more day to go!HAHA

cop!aku usher SSP & SMSS.

cool~

juge ajk bahas bahasa inggeris. cuak :'(

apeape pun,

selamat bersidang wahai pendebat2 yang hebat!

selamat bertempur di medan b.b si pemain bola keranjang!

GOOD LUCK!!

im nothing special

2009-05-23T12:16:00.011+08:00

im just me....let it be...

cuz even if the world is full of people just like you

then i'll end up special after all

p/s : the sun won't always shine

finally, it's over!

2009-05-21T14:26:00.004+08:00

die nara die!! damn stressed up!no!ultra-stressed up!

had lots of careless mistakes for maths
addmaths and chemistry went down the drain.HAHA
i left 7 questions for add maths, deliberately and accidentally.
and omg!sejarah was friggin hard.haha.sape suroh x bace!
agama was a bit hard tough~sigh.sigh.
biology was so-so.bm and bi ok lahh kot.
&& ohh physics.im not gonna say anything positive about it.

i don't know what the heck am i going to get for the mid-year's.
i totally flunked this one.
no more hopes baby, no more hopes.
im gonna get supper shitty result.yeah~

and its already the end of MAY,
then june july bla.bla.bla.and TRIAL!!
and my preparations are like crap.
crap as in real crap!
im going to smash my face in the books.
i really really need to be serious.
SPM is real close!

moving on,

missing home badly :'( i wanna go home!
HOLS!12 days more.yep! im counting the days!

till then

menjiwai rasa hati

2009-05-07T20:37:00.012+08:00

blog ini dispesifikasikan untuk orang yang suka tebar hati aku mcm roti canai

manusia zaman sekarang memang tak cool langsung lah.
hahaha.jangan tipu.aku mengaku, aku pun sama.
emosi huru hara.
selalu gagal menyelaraskan kerja dengan emosi apabila sesekali ianya datang.

sekarang, hidup aku penuh sepi, sunyi dan misteri sekali
enjoy juga bila hidup dilimitkan.HAHA.
nak kata suka, tak lah sgt....tapi boleh lah~
hal ini terjadi kerana ada nya manusia2 yang otak nya corrupted.
pendek kata, mental terluka lah kowt.
kerja menyusahkan org sahaja.
padahal aku beranti-soSIAL dengan dia.
tak perasan?buka mata kau yang mcm bola golf itu seluas-luasnya.

nak tahu satu benda?
melayan karenah budak macam itu memang mengantukkan.
lagi mengantuk drpd stay up baca sejarah hingga 3 pagi.
mulut macam pembesar suara versi lama.ish, geli aku.
canang crita sana sini.kau rasa kau hebat lah tahu semua?
perkejaan tetap kau melaga-lagakan orang eya?
haisyh.kumpul dosa berbakul-bakul kau nak campak mana?
tak senonoh langsung.kalau mati besok bagaimana?
dah cukup amal?-aku meragui.

masalah negara betul lah macam nih.
rasa macam kain aku dijaga, dibelai tanpa diundang.BLUEK!!
BIBIK free boleh aku anggap macam tu tak?
dah suka sangat jaga tepi kain orang,
jadi makcik dobi lah basuh pakaian manusia-memang padan dgn kau.
paling tak tahan, bajet semua suka layan kau.PERASAN!
bkn semua lelaki atau perempuan suka bermesra2-sila ambil NOTA ya?
kalau ada pun, kebanyakannya tidak ikhlas.HAHA.aku faham.

konklusinya, ritual pengosongan perasaan tidak selesa kepada
kau harus dijalankan.aku x larat tanggung dosa banyak-banyak.
x nak berubah x pa, cuma jgn humban org lain dlm hidup kau cukuplah.

mekaseh :)

lalalalala

2009-05-05T14:53:00.005+08:00

well just wanna update since i havent been blogging for quite some time.
have been very busy with i dont know what.
well, haha.im a very busy woman indeed.
bla.bla.bla.

things been happening these past few days.
biarkan saje lah.x bercadang utk melayan pun.
haha.oh btw,
mid year exams are like in 5 days plus.
and there's a volleyball tournament(msss)
oh i dont know when...
the good news is that i havent started studying.
and x focus on studies for the past few weeks.
stress.stress.stress
man!!wuts wrong with u????
FOCUS lahhh!!!

oh aha.yesss
i spend a loooong time dekat public phne just now and called everyone
i miss my friends!!!like a lot!!gosh!

to miss azalia && miss bainun

hang on guys!!!
i'll be there for you whenever, wherever.'i love you perempuans!!

perfect in my own way

2009-04-29T15:02:00.004+08:00

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

p/s : im sorry, for whatever i did. for whatever happened,
to make our relationship like this. im sorry. i love you dad.
&& im still daddy's lil girl-admit that.

berhenti berblog buat seketika;
nara :)

panggilan pertama!

2009-04-29T14:40:00.004+08:00

(di ambil dari blog cj)

aku pun kangen bangett sama mereka
oih pendebat yang hebatt sile lah balik cepat.
ayziezaha, beyshaf, ezzahabdullah, ainajamal
kalian dipanggil pulang!!!

p/s : aku suka tengok kawan2 aku berdebat di
UIA tempoh hari.itu yg smpai x nak balek skolah.
HAHA.sampai tunda appointment.melampau!

_____________________________________________

DILEMMA!!!
aku dapat MSSS.suka!suka!
tapi...tapi...
haisyh~

waiting on a rain to wash my pain away

2009-04-12T14:22:00.003+08:00

aku tahu tiada siapa boleh tolong,

melainkan Pencipta perasaan ini.

cuz there's nothing more greater,

than turning to Allah.

yeah 24/7 with no doubt.

please, i really can't take this.

really i hate it.im just too weak.

yesterday

2009-04-12T10:55:00.003+08:00

tagged by miss amiratyraziz

#1 Do you think you're hot?

-hell no!

#2 Upload your favourite picture of you

#3 Why do you like that picture?
aku suka gmbr time makan lah weyh

#4 When was the last time you ate pizza?
umm... dominos, few weeks ago.cikgu fazilah's treat!
pizza hut, last friday with my family

#5 The last song you listened to :
waktu indah dahulu by selamat pagi gadis

#6 What are you doing besides this?
watching 1 litre of tears.sobs~

People I tag :

harris ghazali
lisa azelan
amiz
nadia zainuddin
nadz azizan

Who is number one?
my birthday mate

Say something about number 5
she's...umm...talented.yeah!
&& my peminjam baju tetap i guess

How about number 4?
she loves add maths

Who is number two?
my very own best friend :)

okayyy....done!!!

a reason to smile <3

2009-04-11T17:19:00.010+08:00

another day with mentally abused friends :)) and it was great!!!

the one worth spending tyme with.

thanks cjay, for the rm 2 punya toilet.hua3

mityaziz.kau tahu saje ape aku nak kan?makan...always~

we met aina && her two bodyguard(which is act her two brother)tgk2, wahlawei.feminine doe.haha.

and we watched confession of a shopaholic!!the muvee was great, i must say.

sorry lah weyh,aku lambat 5 minit.haha.my bad.aku lupa.terokkan?hadoi.kelam kabut gila smpai slh pakai kasut.sumpah kasut berat.end up, beli flip flop.hahaha.tujuan utama, na pg pc fair.ramai gla.menentang arus, patah balek.window shopping je lahh.&& we did a few crazy things.it was cool!!seronok!!thanks a bunch!!u guys brighten up my day :)

"Despite everything that im going through is really tearing me apart, im just so happy to know that i hv friends that care for me"

friends forever

2009-04-11T08:18:00.012+08:00

so, its true when people say, friends come and go.it's all about

the timing here. and i think that, in my case,the time has come.

i lost a friend, and i gain new ones.not some, but many:)

im forever grateful right now, for i knw who the

true friends are and who are not.obviously the ones who have
walked away from my life are the fake ones.perhaps, idk.

saddening it is when i found that i will never hear my phone

beeping as often as before, receiving texts and calls from them.

im much less important to them.n probably it's vice versa.

this diconcerting feeling, lead me to the point which says that

life will never be the same again without them.and it's true

that my life has changed. i persume, it has.cuz i believe that

everything and everyone in this world has its own little effect

in me.it sounded so emo, i know.but yawh!

that's the fact!

***************************************************

this is me.face the fact tht m not the person u want me to be.

i'm SORRY...

now, i have to move!yeah.dats more like it.

move girl, MOVE!!

it might be hard but it's possible. when opportunity

presents itself, i would have to say YES!! people come and go,

but i know that i 've to move forward. i wont let broken promise

be an obstacle when i know that my dreams are so close.

WOOHOO!!cool baby cool~

enuff fer now.mahu pergi klcc.mitty dan cjay

tunggu lah.waaaa... blom mandi lg!!!

taktik baru

2009-04-09T20:31:00.004+08:00

okayyy....admin memang 'wow' gila sekarang ni.

pergi tayang result satu sekolah dekat papan kenyataan.

malu gila!!!=0 ahahaha.aku sikit pun tak kesah yang itu.

bagi kesedaran sket lah weyhh

tapi

yang aku kesah sekarang ini,markah

aku sama sekali tidak betul di situ .ada sedikit ralat

benci lahh.ramai yang salah.sabar.sabar.sabar

ah~salah aku juga.sapa suroh tak check, kan?

biarlah,yg penting result yg mahu di pos ke rmh mesti betul

oh.harap-harap~lah

tiada kaitan

2009-04-05T19:42:00.003+08:00

sarcasm comes in such weird manner sometimes

and not to mention inappropiate timing

lempang laju2

2009-04-05T19:32:00.004+08:00

VOLLEYBALL :) beep.beep

dari kecil sampai sekarang, ini sahaja yang aku suka.walau
sehebat mane usaha famili aku utk menukar minat ku ke
sukan laen, maseh juga tidak mampu.sape suroh cuba?

oh apa rahsia?

1. simpan bola bawah meja(tanda kasih)
2. dapatkan momentum.sukasukasuka :)
3. langkah kaki kanan sebelum masuk court
4. asah tangan mu bagi tajam bola
5. pegang bola tenung lama-lama.SYGSYG :D
6. bayangkan kepala manusia plg kau ta suka(HAHA)
7. fokus jgn conscious(itu penyakit tahu?)
8. lambung bola...dannn...tampar laju-laju!!!yeah!

confirm bola kau tajam.hoorrrahh!!!itu yg aku suka.stress pon melayang sekali bersama-sama.hahaha.yeah!!lempang bola ramai2!

BELUM CUBA BELUM TAHU

still not ready for this phase of life

2009-04-04T14:46:00.009+08:00

i am changing. compare to before. but which way am i changing? -I DOUBT.for the better or for the worst? these couple of days i can't let my feet on the ground.something is wrong somewhere.i'm such a bad friend, i know. but i'm not sure whether they are taking advantage on my kindness or just i am such a difficult person to deal with. somehow, i know my attitude had change.i hate changes.haisyh.my heart is not all clear right now. i can't think straight.

what more can i say?

2009-04-04T12:40:00.007+08:00

sometimes i say hurtful things.
most of the time,
it's the things that I didn't mean to say.

sometimes it's better to keep my mouth shut,
and say only nice and beautiful things.

sometimes I'm really mad and angry,
and I can't even say a word..
I tend to give out that fake smile or pretend what I'm not.

sometimes I wish anger won't take over me,
so that everyone will be happy,
and won't even sense that I'm slightly unhappy with some things.

sometimes I wish I'm less expressive(oh i am)
and not able to say or make stupid jokes
or say sensitive things that may hurt others.

hurm...

it's something I have to learn.
something that I need to clean up about myself.
something that I hope to be that something over time.

STOP!!!

hadoi.enough with the emo-ing stuffs.
guess i should look for other things to write about,
something less personal and less controversial..HAHA

R.I.P

2009-04-04T12:09:00.002+08:00

19th of march
i lost my best friend
sad.sad.sad
i tried not to post it here
so that takkan sdeyh
but,ntah lah
only the ones who have lost their loved ones,
knows the true feeling of losing

but dont worry,
im trying hard to stay cool and calm

goodbye pemain musik ungu ku,
khidmat dan bakti anda selama lima tahun amat dihargai
sobs~

sighing is not good

2009-04-03T14:36:00.013+08:00

kadang-kadang, apa yang kita mahu itu tak semestinya
kita akan dapat.yalah.seperti aku.banyak sangat lah
benda yang aku mahu.tapi ta banyak pun yang aku dapat.
sdeyh x?uisyh. sakit gla uh. mcm org kalah judi.
naseb.naseb.haah.naseb aku jenis tak kesah. tapi dalam hati,
entah lah.aku pun ta tahu na cakap camne.

kadang-kadang rase mcm dah ta boleh rase perasaan sendiri.
oi DOKTOR!!!symptom apakah itu?yaiyai.yang penting aku
tak gila.nak bersuara cerita pada manusia, macam x berkesan.
haih~nama pun manusia.bukan berkuasa sangat.

ah~biarlah.sekarang ini amat tenang.itu lebih dari cukup.
aku suka perasaan ini.sukasukasuka :)
walaupun kadang-kadang sakit hati dengan orang lain
&& kecewa bila ta dapat benda yang diharapkan,
tapi ketenangan itu mcm menutup semuanya.
ececece.heh!-BTOL lah.ta percaya?cuba rasa sendiri.

mungkin Allah dah kabulkan doa aku.*wink!kan aku dah
cakap, mesti ada benda yang lebih baek punya.so, lepas ini,
aku tak nak merungut dah.mahu bersyukur saja.yaya.

itu lebih baek bukan?

mummy's daughter :)

2009-04-03T14:06:00.006+08:00

missing my mum badly :'(

you are my medicine :) wtv that means. HAHA

glad that everything's back to normal again

seronok mcm dulu-dulu lahh

i love u mama! ;D

obviously forever and ever :)

please.please.please

come and visit me oftenly!!

i'll ring u up everyday :) PROMISE!

kesilapan besar

2009-04-02T15:55:00.008+08:00

attention!!!

dalam BAHASA MELAYU

eja telefon begini ya,

TELEFON

bukan nya,

TELIFON

oh nara, please take note!

nak masok darjah satu balek eh?

btw, aku ubah fikiran.

ambil sajalah tasawwur islam tuhh

kang ta lene tido malam pulak

so2, kne cover topic f4 skali

tade guru ajar pon

oh tak pe, saya yakin saya boleh!

jadi sekarang mesti dapat

10A1!!

the day went better...

2009-04-01T19:10:00.006+08:00

but i still din have a good & proper sleep
i tried to sleep.my body is tired
but my head just cudn't shut down
in the end,
i just lay awake in the dark
thinking nothing...+blank+
well,im used to it.yeah!tak pe lah

btw, received the addmaths paper today
wasn't that good as what ayah expects i guess,
but not too bad as what i expected
i got B.careless mistakes
kne marah lagi dgn cikgu.i'm sorry!!!
but i've tried my very best fer this exam(not soo haha)
and this is what i can only achieve

sekejap lagi dapat result bm
&& besok dapat semua
uisyh!im too scared!
but no matter what im gonna get
i cudn't care less
cuz this exam doesn't prove anything pon
dah selesai ta perlu ckp banyak

yang penting sekarang ni,
the upcoming exams
&& SPM for sure!

mid year exam in a 4 weeks time!!
haven't finish revising the studies yett...
mannn~i soo need to score
chem, add maths && physics
those subjects are killing me
dah la chemistry is getting more boring...grrr...
i need to score
i mean gla2 score
im desperate to score
orang sekarang pandai2
tgk orng sekeliling sudah ckp
so, i need to be one of them
i want a good future!!!

btw, im in love with add maths!it's fun!
i need to focus more on it in order to get an A!
WOOOHOOO!!!

got to go,
BM class
will update later

chiow!

sudah terlambat

2009-03-31T19:49:00.006+08:00

hoi hoi si adek manes;

HAPPY BELATED!!!

your friggin seventeen years old!
i mean OLD OLD OLD :D
would've posted earlier

tapi keadaan tidak mengizinkan.
sorry.my bad

ape ape pun, selamat menjadi tujuh belas.kita sebaya.hohoh.

pesanan penaja; JANGAN KAWEN DENGAN KERJA!!!

cantik itu subjektif

2009-03-29T19:50:00.002+08:00

semalam
birthday girls celebration
dapat best dress
yawh!
x lawa pon
mungkin agak kemelayu-an kowt!
ahaha
miss zuraihan ckp,
eyh gendutt! nmpak hot lahh jln pakai high heels
gila.gila.gila
5 tahun tak pernah melawa
final year mungkin
huahuahua
cobaan brani mati btol
haha
ape2 pon aku gembira!

change.change.change

2009-03-26T15:24:00.010+08:00

life can be very bright
well, my life is
haha
at least, for the time being

but it can be dull too
yeah, most of the time act
coz i never do anything beyond my capable
i wanna go beyond
just wait,
i'll come to that point one day

kinda done with the sad stuff
why not move on n turn to a new leaf and think positively?
kan?kan?haha
that's what im trying to do now

so,guys
wish me luck!!

currently ; sedang sibok membuat persiapan birthday girl
di pejabat warden di asrama.hua3.menyalah guna kan btol lah.
ta payah pegi prep && duduk di tempat berpengdingin hawa.
seronok.seronok.okay.okay.nak continue berkerja.

till then~

yang tersenyum,
naraaaa (uuuuhhhh....smells good)

senget sebelah

2009-03-26T14:41:00.003+08:00

freedom,

aaaaahhh....breeze of life
i like it.i like it

the mass is finally off the shoulder, gladly
i did okay laaa for my first exam
ntah la.biase sahaja
pape je la,
all i know is that exam is finally and oficially over
yeay!(bajet spm dah habes ja)

tired,

so not in the mood to go to school tomorrow
all my energy seems to be absorbed by something
i'm restless

tp yg sakit hatinye,
aku
tak boleh
TIDO!!

haisyh~
lemau.lemau
badan ku semakin lemau.
tp ku tak lemah, okay?
yawh!

food for your thoughts

2009-03-25T17:30:00.004+08:00

i thought i could always count on you,
i thought that nothing could come between us,
we said as long as we stick together,
we'd be alright,we'd be okay

but i was stupid,
and you broke me down,
i'll never be the same again

so thank you for showing me,
that best friends cannot be trusted,
and thank you for lying to me,
your friendship, the good times we had,
you can have them back

i wonder why it always has to hurt,
for every lesson that you have to learn,
i won't forget what you did to me,
how you showed me things i wish i'd never seen

when the tables turn again,
you'll remember me my friend,
you'll be wishing i was there for you

i'll be the one you miss the most,
but you'll find my ghost,
as time goes by, you'll wonder why you are all alone

p/s : shutting down my memories

manusia oh manusia

2009-03-24T17:06:00.005+08:00

tiba-tiba aku setuju dengan post di blog sarah

hidup perlukan kesepaduan untuk aman,tahu?kalau dah suka

bwat org bermasalah juga.tolong lah maen jauh-jauh.

ah,bajet kesian.gile geli dgr.seperti mana aku geli nak masuk

toilet yang x flush.hua3.x teringin nak hidup dengan harmoni

kah?tolong~lah.aku pecinta keamanan!hoo-yeah!jgn nak

mengganggu ketenteraman org boleh?merosakkan institusi

kekeluargaan.pelik, tapi benar lahh.x percaye?hoi.hoi.hoi.

x rase jgn nak byk cakap.aku x suka.nnt sebok nak mintak maaf.

lah~bersyukur je.at least adelah inisiatif.tapi kalau dah sentiase buat,

ckp pun aku nak termuntah.faham-faham lah ye?yg x terlibat jgn

nak sebok.nnt semue perasan aku admire dye.hahaha.tak pun!

naseb baek Allah maseh bagi aku kesabaran yang aku pun tak tahu

sampai mana tahap nya.macam lepak selalu ja.layan clasic rock.

cool lah tu.daripada buat dosa, kan?ape2 pun, mekaseh lah

tambah pahala aku, x pun kurang kan dosa.free2 ja dapat.

seronok juga.haha.biarkan dye dgn dunia fantasinya.x kemane

pon kalau akidah terpesong.konklusinya,berpegang lah

kepada prinsip ahli sunnah wal jamaah supaya tidak sesat.

p/s : exam agama baru selesai.Alhamdulillah, seronok menjawab!

bio dan juga bm aku no comment.biasa-biasa sahaja

the end

si kaki perempuan

2009-03-24T16:44:00.005+08:00

jengjengjeng
mempersilakan teman merepek ku,

nurul bainun ahmad shafri!

dua dua bermasalah
gila.gila.gila

melompat itu seronok!
bergoyang sana sini ikut rentak lah weyh!

classic rock itu cool~
gitar solo bawa lagu

hahahaha.

again...

2009-03-17T22:29:00.003+08:00

so many things happened

SCREAM!!!
that's what i want to do, NOW

i hate u!i hate u!
i want to kill u!

no joke
maaf lah

it's a sin
i know

but,
people like u should not exist in this world

taubat.taubat

thanx :)

2009-03-17T00:16:00.005+08:00

ur a really good friend

u made me feel better!

yeah!

much much better

though i didn't tell u everything

but phewh!

memang lega gle.

sorry for being a lousy mate

bersalah.bersalah

tp bila aku kate aku sayang kau

&& td memang rindu sampai nanges

i really mean it!

thanx for calling && cheering me up,

miss nurlisa azelan

sebelas pagi ini

2009-03-16T13:33:00.004+08:00

pergi lunch dgn kwn di jusco setiawangsa
haha.situ je yg mama kasi.oh ok.silap.

bukan lunch.minum sahaja.haha.

chocolate cream chip!

sdap.sdap.memang kegemaran.oleh kerana

hanya membawa rm 10.jadi orang belanja lah.

haha.mekaseh.kasihan btul lah.nak keluar

duet pon tade.lepas itu meronda-ronda.

seronok!bajet na jalan kaki tapi hujan pula.

oh pak cik teksi, mekaseh!anda sungguh baek hati.

puas gila dapat menikmati keindahan alam.

haha.balek rumah pukul 12.30.satu jam lebeh sahaja.

alah.na jumpe je pon.x perlu lah lamelame, kan?

ini pun sudah bersyukur.konklusinya, aku gembira :)