20101230

farahnasuha

tersebut lah kisah seorang kawan saya yang amat pending bin loading

suatu petang yang hening aprrox pukul 4 petang

nara: you! katna doe? haha. i tgh makan tako!
nasuha: dekat mana?
nara: OU!weee!you din answer my quest-.-"
nasuha: sorry.thought kat s.alam.i dlm kereta ni.nk beli goreng pisang
nara: hoho u pernah makan tako tak?
nasuha: takoyaki?
nara: haah!LAME gileeeeee tak makan
nasuha: i makan okay! dah muak da-..- kdai cikgu i kot
nara: serious? nnt bawak i! i nak makan banyaaaaakkkkk2!
nasuha: ho ho ho, tak boleh!sebab you kata i lame.haha
nara: bile pulak i ckp u lame?
nasuha: tadi tadi.taknak ngaku pula
nara: i cakap " i lama gila tak makannnnn!" misscomm haha xD
nasuha: errrr malunya!hahaha.okay nanti i bawa you.tapi tak
boleh drive.itu sangat lame-o haha

comel betul kawan aku yang sorang ni xD


20101222

life is just unbearable-ly plain for me


Hello fellas,

am dying to write about everything that is in my mind right now,
but somehow stuff just gets too crowded up here erghh

my life is a boring old routine.
everyday i would sleep late and wake up early to
prepare breakfast for my dad.then eat, shower, watch tv,
eat, online, praypraypray, eat again, play with my phone,
chatted here and there, tv, read.that's just about it.
life is terribly dragging for me. nothing interesting is happening.

just im finally so in the mood to start a new sem:D

less than a week yo!:) i admit, i am scared. and i do think that
i'm not prepared. come on lah, my course mate all pandaipandai
and like susah gila nak kejar huarghhh sbb ive no basic.but ive
decided to continue doing accounts.its my decission :D so
there'sno turning back now!to be at the top, one must know how
being in the bottom feels.so ill do whatever it takes to make
sure that i wont give up and work harder to be at the top.
jyeahhh!that is so me :D

new sem, new subjects, new spirit :)
everything else go die



20101221

im going to be 19 soon -.-" TUA

my birthday would be a month and 4 days from now

frankly, im not looking forward for it

i wanna celebrate it with family and best
friends but my birthday is on tuesday, borrrrinnggg.
got lecture haih.plus bey and yaya are not here so i
guess there'll be NO MORE party for me :/ sighsigh~

regardless, i just want a happy family, great friends,
good results for the upcoming semesters &&
(a new notebook and phone :p) for my 19th birthday hehe.

lols 25th january 2011


20101210

Allah takkan menguji hambanya melebihi keupayaan mereka


I am more than sad of all this things. Im helpless.
I dont know what to do to make it better. I really
wanna fix things up, but I just dont know how.
Im the second child. I should know what to do.
But here I am, nothing, speechless, helpless. I know
my dad is sad. No one realise that, none of you abang,
ana, adik. whatever it is, I'll stand by you sibs. No
worries. You guys are my world. I so need time off. I just
cant hide my sadness anymore. papa, mama come back
soon.I really dont know what to do. I feel useless.
kthanksbye


this is for you papa :)


GOT MY FINAL EXAMINATION RESULTS ALREADY!

it was okayyy laa~

some of my classmate tak percaya
"nara, kau baca komik memanjang dalam class"
"nara, kau dah la hari2 main pes"
"nara dah la balik kl every week"

foineee, nanti nara tunjuk slip, puas tak?

whatever it is;

encik jamaluddin,
im happy to know that you are happy with my
not-so-good results hihi
at least i got deans list.and A+ for accounts
yep, its the least that i can do for you
i love you papa:)

semester two target: 4.0*wink!


20101207

forget you


i wanted to say this 2 months ago

"i like you, i like you really.i appreciate
your presence.i really2 like you"

i'm just shy to admit it, and say
it out loud.

and now, as i watch u walking past,
i'm still happy.
although i'm withspending the pain everyday.

i know, i wont be in your days
i know you don't feel the same anymore

i just want you to be okay

i hope that this feeling will go away
so that when i see you next time,
i wont feel a thing

hehehe goodbye!:p


so called my maal hijrah -_-"


date: 6.12.2010
venue: berjaya times square
mood: fat and miserable -_-"


created new memory here, with new people.
and i had lots of fun, jyeahhh!!!

thanks nana and ema, u guys really made my day:)
i feel much better now, fuhh hilang stress
nak dapat result sekejap.and my head rasa ringan
gilaaa! i dont know where i left all my probs but
maybe somewhere kat space attack or roller coaster
kot adalah tu tercicir mana2:)


alhamdulillah!

its a good start for 1432 hijrah
done my doa akhir tahun and awal tahun
harap tahun ini akan lebih baik daripada
tahun2 sebelumnya, insya Allah:)




20101205

istaghfirullah


Ya Allah, I supplicate to you ya Rabb as it is only
You who can benefit me and only You who can
harm me. I am in love. but dont let my love for him
exceed my love for you ya Allah. If he is not the right
person for me, please take away this feeling. I beg you
to guide me, because without your guidance I am truly
lost. keep me upon the haqq and away from all forms
of batil. keep me away from the shirk, kufur, nifaq,
bid’ah and the many deviancies that have filled this world.
rid my heart of arrogance, pride and all disease and
grant me the firmness of Iman. I beg You ya Rabbul Izzati
because if You turn away from me then who else do I have?
I ask You and You only. You have power over all things,
accept my prayer ya Rabb and make me of the sincere.
bless my mother and father. send upon them sakinah
and shower upon them Your endless Mercy. accept their
hajj ya Rabb and make them of those whose hearts have
been cleansed from all sin, insya Allah

la takhauf wa la takhzan, inallahamana :)


I feel much better now

20101203

im just shy to admit it!


<3

shushhh.its my biggest secret.i know i know i promised to
myself notto get involve in this thing, but it was unplanned,
cant help it.i hope this time everything will work out fine,
insya Allah :)