istaghfirullah

Ya Allah, I supplicate to you ya Rabb as it is only

You who can benefit me and only You who can
harm me. I am in love. but dont let my love for him

exceed my love for you ya Allah. If he is not the right

person for me, please take away this feeling. I beg you

to guide me, because without your guidance I am truly

lost. keep me upon the haqq and away from all forms

of batil. keep me away from the shirk, kufur, nifaq,

bid’ah and the many deviancies that have filled this world.

rid my heart of arrogance, pride and all disease and

grant me the firmness of Iman. I beg You ya Rabbul Izzati

because if You turn away from me then who else do I have?

I ask You and You only. You have power over all things,

accept my prayer ya Rabb and make me of the sincere.

bless my mother and father. send upon them sakinah

and shower upon them Your endless Mercy. accept their

hajj ya Rabb and make them of those whose hearts have

been cleansed from all sin, insya Allah

la takhauf wa la takhzan, inallahamana :)

I feel much better now