my precious memory

five of us plus the kakaks lil bro :)

aku independent woman, woot..woot..

tau bile gunung berapi nak meletup mcm mane?

haaa...mcm tu lah aku rase

sakit hati bila semua org penting kan diri

tolong faham, org laen ade masalah juga boleh?

kalau setakat nak menambah, jgn dtg dekat

aku bahaya-ini satu amaran

nnt jgn nak sibok komplen kalau ape2 jd

aku tamau tanggung, pandai-pandai lah jawab sendiri

hey hey excuse me people,

aku ade perasaan, jd boleh marah la kn?

cuma x suka, ya mmg x suka, cukup tak suka

kata apa saja,

aku ada teori sendiri, okay?

nak bangkang, masuk politik lahh

lagi satu,

ye aku tahu lah

dunia memang bukan milik perseorangan

itu fakta yang tidak boleh diubah

tapi2, bg lah privacy sket, pls...

oh ya, sila ambil nota kaki

jgn, jgn, jgn sesekali buat aku marah

nnt orang x kenal aku dah-susah

faham?faham?

*muka mengharap ;)

alamak, emo pulak, SORRY!

lurid truth

i guess parents will never understand,

how we feel inside

they will never understand,

and never try to.

im sorry

but this is how i feel.right now :'(

i hate this feeling!

somehow growing up sucks

been missing someone lately?

how does it feel?

sad... and lonely?

haih...

dont know how long has it been since sch ended...

im starting to miss it...

wow!never thought that i would say something like that

haha.yee, aku rindu kawan-kawan aku

pnat lah ddk sorang kat rumah

all this boredom is getting to my head and startng to knock some sense into me

ive got to take up a productive hobby.

if i cntinue like this, ill be useless

and i cnt accept the fact, 'ya hear me??'

and...

its almost time for 2009 to draw down it's curtains

and allow 2010 to take centre stage

it is time to put all those memories in a box,

and lock it.

im bored

i called it a tragedy

I'm slowly blending with my surroundings.
Hoping that the complexities in life will eventually disappear.

I guess it's true that humans depend on each other.

all of a sudden,
I miss looking at that face-NO IM NOT

this feeling of loneliness surges through my veins.
I admit that I regretted my decision earlier on that day.
I wish I could take back my words.

if only you knew, how hard it was/is.

I just hope that someday you'll understand.
(:

let time heal wounds

is it just me?or is it everybody else?

today,

I've come to realise that when I talk: I can’t stop.

I've come to realise that if I love someone: I get emotionally involved?

I've come to realise that I need: my family and friends more than anything in this world.

I've come to realise that I've lost: my true self in the realms of reality.

I've come to realise that I hate it when: people don’t walk their talk.

I've come to realise that money: is something that I’m obsessed with but it can’t buy me happiness that’s for sure.

I've come to realise that I'll probably always be: rebellious.

I've come to realise that tonight I will: be waiting for a text-message.

I've come to realise that I really want to: be more religious.

I've come to realise relationships: needs a lot of patience, care, trust, understanding and tolerance.

I've come to realise love: can sometimes be painful, but in the end, you’ll be the one who decides how love is suppose to take affect in your life.

I've come to realise heartbreak: is an excruciating feeling of pain even if it's only temporary. But yeah, you'll get over it.

its still raining

life aint sweet as u think it can be

i am upset.
seems like I'm going to cry a river this night,

again...
without anyone finding out.

[it hurts me]

please stop doing that~

haha CRAP!

i wont do that anymore!bluek :P

im ok now!very energetic...haih.ok sorry tipu

im sick.eh takk.no.im okay.haih~pening

hmphh

such decisions, like the gameboy dilemma.
isn't supposed to be that of a big deal. actually.

the decisions that I'm referring to is the one's made that either

1) Changes your life, entirely.
2) Changes someone else's life.

truth to be told,
i can't even rely on myself to make my own decision.
what else, making it for other people.
and that's exactly what I had to do.
this entire week.

Make a decision.

for someone else.

that decision where it could change that someone's life forever.

you know what?
it's so tough. gives me the shrills every time I have to make a decision.

but the good thing is, ive reconciled with my best friend...alah, as a malay proverb says

"air dicincang takkan putus" that means evnthough we fought in everything we're still best friends

and no one can change tht...we love each other soooooo much.hah!ye nara ye!

but tu lah...u cant buy friendship...its priceless~yeah it is.

so 0-0 lah ye?dah maafkan.lupekan?LOL!

easier said than done.

haih. y am i making a mountain out of mole hill?

i'm wrong...actually what happens there ends there yah know what im talking about?

i seriously need my own space

im going away :)

and anything for you, my friend

I stood by you

I didn't have to
And if I knew
I'd go away

I'm not like you
I dont backstab
My dear you should be better than that

Sorry if I never call like you did
And you know, you know
You dont really have to
I try to come around come around you
All you really gave, you really gave back was hatred

I gave you my all back then
Whenever you needed me
You're lies they cut through my skin

whenever I reach For you, for you, for you..

I'm not like you
I dont backstab
My dear you should be my best friend