life aint sweet as u think it can be

i am upset.
seems like I'm going to cry a river this night,

again...
without anyone finding out.

[it hurts me]

please stop doing that~

haha CRAP!

i wont do that anymore!bluek :P

im ok now!very energetic...haih.ok sorry tipu

im sick.eh takk.no.im okay.haih~pening

hmphh

such decisions, like the gameboy dilemma.
isn't supposed to be that of a big deal. actually.

the decisions that I'm referring to is the one's made that either

1) Changes your life, entirely.
2) Changes someone else's life.

truth to be told,
i can't even rely on myself to make my own decision.
what else, making it for other people.
and that's exactly what I had to do.
this entire week.

Make a decision.

for someone else.

that decision where it could change that someone's life forever.

you know what?
it's so tough. gives me the shrills every time I have to make a decision.

but the good thing is, ive reconciled with my best friend...alah, as a malay proverb says

"air dicincang takkan putus" that means evnthough we fought in everything we're still best friends

and no one can change tht...we love each other soooooo much.hah!ye nara ye!

but tu lah...u cant buy friendship...its priceless~yeah it is.

so 0-0 lah ye?dah maafkan.lupekan?LOL!

easier said than done.

haih. y am i making a mountain out of mole hill?

i'm wrong...actually what happens there ends there yah know what im talking about?

i seriously need my own space

im going away :)