20091026

goodbye for now

antibodi semakin lemah
gile x best
ah, ape.sket saje
demam. batuk.ulcer.
jgn kacau lg boleh?
HAHA

semalam sudah cukup seronok
satu kegembiraan sebelum spm
tq razzaq.tq harris
rzq made me laugh mcm org gile.

ok sekarang,
paling penting spm
10 A+
siape x mahu bukan?
jd untuk kali yang terakhir ni,
selamat tinggal semua.
no more on9.no more phone.no more hahaha
just concentrate on studies.
im gonna make my parents proud.yeah!

and yess,
the love is still there
it will shine again...soon
i promise :)

20091024

play with fire


Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like


p/s; maybe its better for me to become the only rose in a bed of weeds

20091011

so now listen to me say

pandangan terhadap mereka telah berubah sepenuhnya :)



terima kaseh kepada semua senior putera.wakaka.
aku rasa mcm pertama kali aku khatam buku sejarah.
jgn risau, kalau ada jodoh mesti ketemu lagi
harapharap~

p/s; entri kali ini aku tulis semua dalam bahasa melayu,
tiada bahasa rojak mahupun bahasa inggeris,
oh lelaki yg menjengkelkan, anda puas?

20091005

i wish i can make it go away


i hv a teary eyed confession to make,
it makes me sad when i saw msk pics.
nahh...don't want to talk about it dah for so many reasons.
might as well just keep it to myself.

and this goes to u;


you're the direction I follow to get home
when I feel like I can't go on you tell me to go
and it's like I can't feel a thing without you around
and don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
cause you have that effect on me
you do


THANKS YO
i know we can get through this together

20090919

salam aidilfitri :)


tomorrow is Hari Raya and I'd like to wish everyone
Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin.


lagu raya dah berkumandang, meriahmeriah!
cnt wait fr tomorrow
oh pagi raya, cpatlah!


and kepade semua,
mohon maaf sgt2 kalau ade salah dan silap.
have a safe raya!

20090914

disgusting and annoying.


c
rappity crap crap

why am i doing this blog instead of finishing my damn homework?

haih.wadeva
someone's been getting on my nerves lately,
and i don't think it'll take much for me to explode.
i'm getting tired of this problem.
the first time wasn't fun, i don't want it to resurface!
thanks for telling me ------- yeah,
ive read everything.
but i won't do anything.
just wish that u would notice i'm an actual human being.
i'm not a problem-solving-machine.
i'm not a thing or a prop in the background.


i'm a person.
open your god damn eyes.
blah!


anyhooo, i did a self-evaluation.
my life is pretty disorganized right now.
think im going crazyy...
mad, nuts, cuckoo, insane.
haih.haih.haih.




i wanna see the sun rise and be excited for a new day.

holidays
, holidays please come...


20090912

your smile shines in the summer


HELLOLOVE :)


we will be alright, i'll be by your side
i won't let you down
but i gotta know, no matter how things go
that you will be around
you're just the one that i've been waiting for
i'll give you all that i have to give and more
but don't let me fall
underneath the moon, underneath the stars
here's a little heart for you
up above the world, up above it all
here's a hand to hold on to


3 months; l L ll



my heart is crazy beating!!!

20090820

urghhh!


at the moment i hate PEOPLE

ive come to the point that i realize,
a lot of people hv wrong facts about me.
look, if you don't know what your saying, then stop right there.
you don't even know me,
and you want to go parading around with stories?
come on, i know girls will be girls
but don't you have crossed the line?
everything has its boundaries and limits okay!
not everything is fun and yay on Earth.
whatever,

im completely ignoring all the shitty stuffs so yeah


i dont care

-_-'

done with trial.
phewh~

went to school today as usual.
wrong move to do, HAHA.
the ENTIRE day we did not even LEARN.
like seriously.x pernah2 cikgu bg peluang mcm ni
except fer pn jamilah la.da siap tande physics.
haiyo, I think I would have rather enjoyed
staying at home and sleeping, no shit -_-"
but mummy said, NO

cuz

im going home tomorrow!
yay!HOME!HOME!
&& puasa :)

20090815

as a matter of fact, u'll never understand



I dont believe in I love u, and thats forever.I dont.
at least to me,
love is and will always be a leap of faith.
just like in life, there is no sure thing in love.
u just have to trust. there is no answer, u just know.
yet there’s no way to know,
especially if you pick it apart.
if there is any way to know love ,
any sort of way to describe or define it ,
this is highly subjective.

and yesss,
its hard to describe yet easy to feel,
the love is still there, and u know it.



much love, nara

deep down


If you can wait 'til I get home
Then I swear to you that we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait 'til I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow,
this will all be in our past
It might be for the best

im listening to a day to remember, if it means a lot to you.
gosh!i missed a lot of people today

i miss my family badly; mama , papa and my siblings
i miss home :( please...let me be home

i miss my setiawangsa peeps-lisa, mina, lina, ammal, fatin,
nadia,feqs, isaac, put, azi, anis

i miss the teachers at SKTS-especially teacher wan rosli and pn zaiton

i miss my perlis friends; asilah and helmie

and2 i effing miss razzan!