overdose!

:)(:

Alhamdulillah

speechless.thank you Allah:')

Alhamdulillah, this semester I manage to get deans list again

hope for a better result for the next semester

aminnn

insya Allah, it will heal

This post is actually for my dearest friend who is trying to fall out of love.I know it's hard.real hard.ha ha ha. no one ever said it would be easy, but it is something you can do or at least tryyyyy:)

so my dear friendo, this is some tips I found in the internet, and some based on my experience.might help you a bit

1.Take your time. You won't fall out of love in a week, two weeks or even a month. Slowly and as each day passes though, you'll begin to think about that person less and less. Understand that the feelings may never fade completely. You felt close to this person at one point in your life, and while you can eventually realize emotionally that you've grown apart, you will probably always have a soft spot for him . At some point, it may be possible to remain friends, but mind the boundaries and don't let your heart fall back into it.

2. Remind yourself of all those horrible things he did and said over the course of your relationship and in particular during the breakup. The more you focus on the bad things, the easier it will be to fall out of love. Realize that the person you're in love with completely broke your trust by giving up and walking away from you. Every day remember how this made you feel and force yourself to think about that rather than the good times.he he.i know laaa like jahat gila right?but just try it until your feelings neutral balik

3. Keep away from him and avoid running into him out and about. Change up your routine by shopping at new stores and with friends. The last thing you want is to run right into him with someone new when you're still hurting.

4. Clean your house and get rid of anything that reminds you of him. Put everything in a box and tuck it away in a closet somewhere. Include absolutely everything that makes you think of him, no matter how hard it might be.

5. Nobody is perfect. The longer you hold on to the idea that this person is perfect, the harder it'll be to get on with your life. It's completely possible that you're idealizing someone just so that you can have a fantasy to hold on to. You should accept that this person is not perfect, and definitely not perfect for you, because the perfect person for you would think as highly of you as you do of them

6. pray to Allah that you will forget him, someday. this is the easist way

hope this can help you.trust me, you deserve better than to be someone's back-up between flings, and/or ego trip my dear.

good luck:)

Everything is not going on smoothly for me today.

once again, Im hurt(no Im not going thru a break up-.-" )

I know it happens all the time, right?

one minute, Ill be the happiest girl,

and the next minute, Ill be the saddest girl on earth.

oh well, life is unpredictable

this heart.yes this heart of mine

it's so fragile.

broken for I dont know how many times

but then I plastered it again and again

but now, its starting to errr ummm idk

ya Allah, please protect this heart

I completely trust that Allah's plan is the best plan.

and yes, I do have full faith that Allah will take care of us

even when things look impossible, like now

yes, Im sad

tapi, sekurang kurang nya,

Hari ini matahari masih terbenam disebelah barat

Alhamdulillah, May peace be upon you

Allahumma inni as-aluka ridhaaka wal jannah

Its a very calm day. ponder and give thanks to Allah.

I woke up today with a smile:):)

I have left this blog for a few months.

I dont know why. I dont know why. I dont know why.

I think blogging should be just a place where some one makes it

like umm, an online journal. but not necessarily everyday they

have to write.Just once in a while. Well that's just my own opinion.

well, it depends.

just now, I cook this udang masak kuah lemak putih,

yes I have to cook early because my dearest lil brothah have

to go to sch at 11. awal gila kaaaannn?? ha ha ha

and surprisingly!It tastes exquisitely nice and delicious!

okay, Im exagerating. it was my first attempt, he he he.

but yeah, still nice. still have time to improve my cooking skills:)

so far, I enjoyed my sem break. went to brisbane for 4 days right after

I finished my final exam. went to shah alam two times, subang and a

lot more places.travel by public wasnt that bad.haha.I accomplished

at least 2 or 3 mission,so far this hols.yeahhh greattt!working on the

4th mission. dont know whetherI have enough time to do it or not.

*tik tok tik tok* (ticking clock)

each day pass by, only a few more weeks, less than 3 weeks

until I leave a place I called home I am now a part 3 student.

woohooo! yes Im happy cuz Im looking forward to learn new things.

Im scared at the same time. and rugby yessss, I chose rugby for koko.

3 orang peremps je kay-.-" but who cares kan?grrr EXCITED!

and I hope that next semester will be greater and full of colours.

and nowwww talking about love life.errr this one is the hardest part.

but one thing that Im certain of is men cannot be trusted.

one minute they can love you with all of their heart,

and the next minute they can just ditch for someone better.

haha.biarlah kan, if its meant to be, nanti akan jadi jugak:p cut the crap

life moves on

with every day, we face many different new conflicts.

with every new conflicts, comes new ways on how to solve it.

thats just life.full of surprises.we can never predict but yeahhh

I love my life:)(:

and the most important thing is, my parents and Allah's blessings

toodles~

1105

what I dreamt last night, awhhhh it happens for real.I mean, just now, Im speechlees.but at the same time, Im grateful.praise to Allah for giving me such happiness.I couldnt ask for more.my point of view has changed.to a greater good, to a positive one.alhamdulillah:) hoping for a better life.I love my life now.not that complicated compared to before.phewhhh I started my day with a smile, and going to end it with a smile too:) and yesss Im glad that I have got awesome friends who stood by me through thick and thin.guys, i dont know how to repay your kindness.he he he, but this thing, i have to keep it as a secret for the time being:p

whatever it is, mark this date; 11th of May 2011:)(: *winks*

ouch!

SO PAINFUL

thanks

farahnasuha

tersebut lah kisah seorang kawan saya yang amat pending bin loading

suatu petang yang hening aprrox pukul 4 petang

nara: you! katna doe? haha. i tgh makan tako!

nasuha: dekat mana?

nara: OU!weee!you din answer my quest-.-"

nasuha: sorry.thought kat s.alam.i dlm kereta ni.nk beli goreng pisang

nara: hoho u pernah makan tako tak?

nasuha: takoyaki?

nara: haah!LAME gileeeeee tak makan

nasuha: i makan okay! dah muak da-..- kdai cikgu i kot

nara: serious? nnt bawak i! i nak makan banyaaaaakkkkk2!

nasuha: ho ho ho, tak boleh!sebab you kata i lame.haha

nara: bile pulak i ckp u lame?

nasuha: tadi tadi.taknak ngaku pula

nara: i cakap " i lama gila tak makannnnn!" misscomm haha xD

nasuha: errrr malunya!hahaha.okay nanti i bawa you.tapi tak

boleh drive.itu sangat lame-o haha

comel betul kawan aku yang sorang ni xD

life is just unbearable-ly plain for me

Hello fellas,

am dying to write about everything that is in my mind right now,

but somehow stuff just gets too crowded up here erghh

my life is a boring old routine.

everyday i would sleep late and wake up early to

prepare breakfast for my dad.then eat, shower, watch tv,

eat, online, praypraypray, eat again, play with my phone,

chatted here and there, tv, read.that's just about it.

life is terribly dragging for me. nothing interesting is happening.

just im finally so in the mood to start a new sem:D

less than a week yo!:) i admit, i am scared. and i do think that

i'm not prepared. come on lah, my course mate all pandaipandai

and like susah gila nak kejar huarghhh sbb ive no basic.but ive

decided to continue doing accounts.its my decission :D so
there'sno turning back now!to be at the top, one must know how
being in the bottom feels.so ill do whatever it takes to make
sure that i wont give up and work harder to be at the top.
jyeahhh!that is so me :D

new sem, new subjects, new spirit :) everything else go die

im going to be 19 soon -.-" TUA

my birthday would be a month and 4 days from now

frankly, im not looking forward for it

i wanna celebrate it with family and best

friends but my birthday is on tuesday, borrrrinnggg.

got lecture haih.plus bey and yaya are not here so i

guess there'll be NO MORE party for me :/ sighsigh~

regardless, i just want a happy family, great friends,

good results for the upcoming semesters &&

(a new notebook and phone :p) for my 19th birthday hehe.

lols 25th january 2011

Allah takkan menguji hambanya melebihi keupayaan mereka

I am more than sad of all this things. Im helpless.

I dont know what to do to make it better. I really

wanna fix things up, but I just dont know how.

Im the second child. I should know what to do.

But here I am, nothing, speechless, helpless. I know

my dad is sad. No one realise that, none of you abang,

ana, adik. whatever it is, I'll stand by you sibs. No

worries. You guys are my world. I so need time off. I just

cant hide my sadness anymore. papa, mama come back

soon.I really dont know what to do. I feel useless.

kthanksbye